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May 6th, 2008 at 6:49pm]
party fuck
party fuck party
party fuck party fuck
get blazzzeeeddd.

It's the norm.
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sooooooo [Thursday
March 27th, 2008 at 9:25pm]
It's been a long long long long time.
I've amounted to a corporate girl who will be attending college for marketing, merchandising, accounting and business.
Plus, I may do some culinary on the side ;]

New York is absolutely amazing, and I will be up there a couple of days out of every month.

I'll be moving to Glyndon in the next couple of months, most likely; if not there, off to Hunt Valley :]

I'll be getting a new car in the next couple of months...so far;


It's been so lovely :]
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November 30th, 2007 at 1:55am]
things are going so so so so swell.

i am in love with life
and everyone in it.

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November 13th, 2007 at 10:57am]

it's about time <3

oh, and becauase it's just my nature;

i am so super happy.
i love fall :D
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October 30th, 2007 at 12:52am]
you won't read this, i know you won't.
you never do.
you never will.

nostaligia is setting in.
from old pictures to old journal entries to highschool memories.
from when i used to live with my mom.
from when i endured my first real heartbreak.
i was 16 when that happened.
when i was 16, i could have written a novel.
that was my year.
that was my year.
that was my year.

i went through photographs
saw your lips
the face you made
the color of my nail polish
the light in our eyes
your eyes
the grin on my face
i knew all too well what we were going to do
why am i still to this day hung up?
the way..i can't even explain how i felt
and i had it back for a couple of days
in my palm, wrapped around my finger
we slept naked, like barbed wire all night
and the notes and the smoke filled fall nights
ill never have it back.....never
ill never be it, ever.

the hair.
the skin.
the motions.
the notions.
the sounds.
the love.
the friendship.

i miss things
a lot of things
some things have changed
some have stayed the same
im not going to hide it, i want it back

growing up is hard
growing out of memories that you couldn't keep going, is much worse.
i look forward to this time of year, every year.
and i always get let down.
just to have some back in my life, i don't know what i would do.
i only have good intensions.

i miss you,
and you,
and you,
and you,
and even.....you.
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October 24th, 2007 at 9:18pm]

i'll be ya ref baby ;]

can't wait for all of the crazy ass shit i'll be doin for halloween ;] ;]
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October 22nd, 2007 at 12:00am]
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he is
so cute

i am
so boy-crazy

i love
dark eyes
dark hair

i just
wanna love

i hate
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October 20th, 2007 at 3:08am]
life is fucking crazy.

with every hardship comes success.
with every hardship comes success.
with every hardship comes success.
with every hardship comes success.
with every hardship comes success.
with every hardship comes success.
with every hardship comes success.
with every hardship comes success.

just...be strong. be strong. be strong.
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October 18th, 2007 at 12:48am]
this may sound absolutely crazy and unbelievably hard to believe...
but the drummer from the devil wears prada wants to date me.
true story.

no homo.
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October 15th, 2007 at 12:17am]
you know, i really hate to say this, but i am becoming so extremely promiscuous.
i never thought i'd see the day.
i feel like all im doing is screwing with guys' head.
i like being single, but now it's just getting out of control.
i am so ridiculously boy crazy.

all i want is a serious relationship with a good guy, not a decent one.
a good one.
i deserve better.
much better than anyone i have had.
i guess time will tell, hmm?
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September 16th, 2007 at 1:57pm]
Huge as 19th birthday party on Saturday.
call me to get directions; I will not reply to your comments.

I turn 19 tomorrow.
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June 27th, 2007 at 2:44pm]
Peace out Manchester <3
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June 24th, 2007 at 2:37am]
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Chillin' like a scarecrow lookin' for some brain
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June 22nd, 2007 at 1:57pm]
Hyperfest this weekend in West Virginia.
I hope we're takin' the bikes down :D

Everything is fine now, I am in the clear!#@(*&# :DD:D:D:D:D:D
So stoked!*(@@&$#

I have an offering for an accounting job and an insurance company job.
Plus, I will be taking internet courses so I can still work full time and still have a social life.
Very tight.

Erica and I went fishing, and I caught a fishing rod.
Not tight at all; but she caught a good cattter ;]
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June 19th, 2007 at 9:19pm]
Pretty sure my life is over now :X
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June 16th, 2007 at 2:23pm]
My life might come to a screeching hault in a matter of a week-week and a half.

Don't ask me, I'm not going to tell you.
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June 15th, 2007 at 3:36pm]
I love life right now.
It's so chill.
I gotta great boyfriend, and this one's a real keeper.
I got me some great friends, and they're all keepers.
I got me some good ass early summer memories; and it's just gonna get better.

Man, all I need now is to like hit the big time.
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May 26th, 2007 at 5:22pm]
So, this is my baby for "now" when we go out;

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When I have some pocket change, I'm going to get a blue one to match the bike.

MmmmmMMMMmmmm baybeeee <3
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May 21st, 2007 at 11:50pm]
You have not lived until you have rode on a street bike.

It is so fucking tight.
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May 20th, 2007 at 1:32pm]
So, I'm on diet pills now.
But, it's not what you're thinking.

It's only to speed up my metabolism.
It's giving me motivation to eat healthier and exercise more.
It's only this one bottle, and afterwards, I am done.
I'm not gonna quit my "candy".
But, I'll control the side effects ;]

Work is going pretty good; the crazy guy that was coming in and threatening us(the one who roams Manchester;the one who shot his brother with a 12 gauge and shot up his brothers house) was arrested Friday night.
Which is awesome.

I am pretty pumped about Dawn winning her court case.
That means a sweet new ride for me!

Mom is still a little iffy.

I'm in question of true friends.

I just want to live life, with no one in my way.
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May 15th, 2007 at 1:43pm]
So if things work out..in a certain way.....well, the way I want them to.....

Ohhhhh booooooyyyye ;]
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May 5th, 2007 at 6:05pm]
In the words of Method Man and Redman,
"Fuck this shit, awwwwwwwwwww"
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April 23rd, 2007 at 6:49pm]

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April 22nd, 2007 at 11:03pm]
I spent the whole day repotting plants, flowers and all sorts of shit.
I feel accomplished and nothing short of amazing.

Today was the first time I wore a tank top, bare this year.
Today was the first time my shoulders were sunburned.
Today was the first time I ate and grilled a steak with an amazing twice baked potato and salad.
Today was the first day I was outside; all day.
Today is the first day of two thousand and seven.

I'm havin' a cook-out this weekend.
Sunday at around noonish.
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April 11th, 2007 at 3:18pm]
Demo derby and dimes.
And double-d's.
Can't get any fuckin' better than this Saturday ;]
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April 7th, 2007 at 9:34pm]
So, I have no car until Monday or Tuesday.(Accidents rewl.)
The guy who towed my car was pretty hot. Krysta and I were caught in the act of saying how cute he was.
Milla and I broke in the new bowl.
Milla's movin' back to CC.
Tomorrow is going to blow.
Life is pretty good.

Minus not havin' my wheels...and paying lots of money for repairs.
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April 2nd, 2007 at 2:38pm]

And now I'm waitin' for my Ruca
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March 22nd, 2007 at 5:15am]
My days around these here parts are limited.
I think my mom's going insane and is on drugs, long long story.
I'm not certain yet where Tara and I are moving to, but I don't know if I can go through with Florida now.
My friends need me, but on the other hand, blood is more important to me.

I started shopping for some basics yesterday.
All we really need is a coffee table, dining room table&chairs, television and its stand.
We have a black leather set, that is beautiful!

Growing up is getting intense.
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March 20th, 2007 at 5:15am]
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March 16th, 2007 at 9:03am]




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